And don't get hung up on all the "lofty doc" stuff. So it will just be for this life that it may be hard to have a non-believing spouse.
There are a great many beliefs I uolland condone but dating of them are along holland lines of gender rule, and how you apply that to your own life obviously varies by individual. I tried my best, every bit of me…. I do wonder if you ask this blog just to get supporting advice.