Most want nothing to do with the church.
The essay on race and the priesthood claims that Brigham Young prophesied that blacks would receive the priesthood someday, but if you actually follow the link in the footnotes you will see that he was misquoted.
None felt right, ever. Why am I still with him.
Anytime he is with me and "our" son he is on call, distracted or "needs" time to watch football and golf.